On Wednesday, I forgave myself.
Oh, goodness. I feel so free. It hit me that I must forgive myself. D&C 64:10 "I the Lord will forgive whom I will forgive, but of you it is required to forgive all men."
This doesn't say "forgive all men but yourself." It says I am required to forgive everyone.
That means me, too.
So I forgave myself. Or, I guess more accurately, I am forgiving myself. I have been holding that whole Burlesque thing against me ALL THIS TIME. Holding on to that grudge against myself has rendered me weak. Letting it go brought instant power.
I am so happy to see that you are continuing and that you haven't given in. This really is one of the most difficult aspects of repentance, one that I struggle with all the time. I am humbled by your dedication and example of faith that you demonstrate by your continued efforts.
ReplyDeleteOh, but Ben, I have given in. Regardless, I thank you for your kind words, and am happy to see your return!
ReplyDeleteI hope you're well. And may God grant you grace and power to push through whatever demons are now in your way.
P.S. I'm happy to be back!
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