I have written a lengthy letter of confession to my bishop. There are so many things my tongue won't permit me to speak. I hope this unorthodox method is acceptable to the Lord. I also hope this confession doesn't result in official discipline. But. Come what may.
You're doing the right thing, just don't give up, you need some help, but remember the promises that you've been given. Remember that God has given you those promises and that He cannot lie (Ether 3:11-12). You'll make it through this, perhaps the road will require more tears and pleading prayers, perhaps it will require more drastic measures than you first thought, but don't give up, the light at the end is worth the effort. Someday you will find the beauty of your worth, and it will stand in stark contrast to the darkness of your present circumstance's perspective. He loves you and is aware of you. He is saddened by your actions, but His hand is still stretched out towards you, remember that.
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