90 DAYS!!

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It has been 90 days since my last slip.

I have had two slips in 198 days!

This is a good day. And, it's really been a good day! I faced a fear and I didn't die. I got a lot done. I'm about to hang out with my bestie. I got to see my son (my kids are at their dad's this week). Not too shabby, as far as days go. :)

Ninety days! A happy record. My subconscious celebrated by punishing me with a "user dream" last night. That wasn't so cool, but I was happy when I woke and understood that it was a dream. And I made it, I made it here to 90 days. A number that has previously seen like a pipe dream (while we're talking about dreams). I look back with awe and gratitude. WOW! 90 Days!! YES!!

I'm happy to report that it is possible! Look! Here I am! Look how far I've made it! Look how many days I have chosen to rely on my Savior!

It's still hard, you know? I still have to say no several times in a day. I still have temptations that are sometimes very appealing. Every day is a battle, still. But, I am winning because I am no longer fighting the battle on my own.

I am happy today.